{"id":16451,"date":"2013-04-11T05:30:51","date_gmt":"2013-04-11T04:30:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/libelul.com\/?p=16451"},"modified":"2013-04-11T11:58:24","modified_gmt":"2013-04-11T10:58:24","slug":"la-mere-en-moi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/?p=16451","title":{"rendered":"La m\u00e8re en moi."},"content":{"rendered":"

Moi je souhaite \u00e0 toutes les femmes qui veulent le devenir,
\nEt celles qui ne le veulent pas, de devenir m\u00e8res.<\/p>\n

Cette aventure je l’ai d’abord refus\u00e9e,
\nD\u00e9sir\u00e9e , puis plus, puis plus du tout.
\nPlus par peur, que par \u00e9go\u00efsme,
\nJe crois surtout que je n’avais pas confiance en moi.<\/p>\n

Cette peur ne m’a jamais quitt\u00e9e,
\nM\u00eame aujourd’hui je doute de la m\u00e8re que je suis.
\nAssez comme ci, trop comme \u00e7\u00e0 …<\/p>\n

Et si c’\u00e9tait cela en fait devenir m\u00e8re,
\nCet \u00e9tat de qu\u00eate perp\u00e9tuelle pour arriver \u00e0 mieux,
\nPlus uniquement pour soi ?<\/p>\n

Cette aventure qui a fait de moi une \u00e9trang\u00e8re,
\nQue doucement j’apprivoise,
\nMais m’a rendue heureuse au del\u00e0 de ce que j’aurais pu l’imaginer.<\/p>\n

Et vous, devenir m\u00e8re une \u00e9vidence ?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"james-jane-by-libelul\"<\/p>\n

Jensen Bay – BathTub Beach \/ Florida – March 2013<\/p>\n

I wish to all women thos who wish to, and those who don’t,
\nTo become mothers.<\/p>\n

This adventure that I first refused,
\nThen desired, then not,
\nMore by fear than by selfishness,
\nBut mostly because I lacked confidence in me.<\/p>\n

This fear has never left me,
\nEven today I doubt myself as a good mother,
\nAm I enough of this, and that ?<\/p>\n

And I wonder if in fact this is not part of being a mother,
\nThis state of perpetual quest to achieve better,
\nMore than just for oneself?<\/p>\n

This adventure has made of me a stranger,
\nThat I am learning how to\u00a0 tame,
\nHas made me happier that I ever could have\u00a0\u00a0 imagined.<\/p>\n

And you, has it been easy becoming a mum?<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"\"\"<\/a>

Moi je souhaite \u00e0 toutes les femmes qui veulent le devenir, Et celles qui ne le veulent pas, de devenir m\u00e8res. Cette aventure je l’ai d’abord refus\u00e9e, D\u00e9sir\u00e9e , puis plus, puis plus du tout. Plus par peur, que par \u00e9go\u00efsme, Je crois surtout que je n’avais pas confiance en moi. Cette peur ne m’a […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[38],"tags":[396],"class_list":["post-16451","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mes-humeurs-et-concours","tag-pensees"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/posPp-4hl","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16451","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16451"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16451\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16453,"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16451\/revisions\/16453"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16451"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16451"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libelul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16451"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}